Who is responsible for diminishing or ending world hunger (local governments or international groups)? Why?

It's crazy how I truly felt I was getting over you and I truly did not believe that I could have feelings for you again. That's just what happens, you know? You have feelings for someone, and once you move on, you don't go back to having those same feelings....usually. So why do I feel this way about you now? I would not call this love, I'm terrified to fall in love with you again, but I adore you and I think you're just as amazing as I used to, even though more recently I didn't think you were so great at all...why is that??

I can't wait for you to come home. I don't know what I did right for you to want me back, but I'm happy that you do. I've missed you, and I still miss you, and I can't wait for you to come back because you don't belong there. I want to be able to spend time with you again, and smoke blunts and flirt and pass out in the same bed and cuddle in the pool.

I miss you so much. I still think you're the cutest boy in the whole world. As much as I may have hated you at one point, I still thought you were amazingly sexy. I am one lucky girl.

This makes me really wonder if the whole, "If you love something, let it go..." thing really works...

It's hard to believe you're back.
<3

I went shopping today.



I got this. OLAWD it's so cute! But I got it in a deep greyish color. I'm wearing it right now. Needless to say I rock that shit.

I also got this other really cute orangish top but I was too lazy to look for a picture of it. It has those little pseudo-puff sleeves. & A frilly white tank top just for the hell of it. I tried to find some cute bras & D would not fit me. What the fuck? My tits are not even D's. Fuck you target bra sizes.

Then I went and re-applied at Edible Arrangements. I didn't really reapply because the owner had called me wanting to hire me in December so I just left my name so that she could get back to me. The lady that took my name didn't tell me whether or not they were hiring. Hopefully she'll call me. I'd love that. I've applied at a bazillion places in the past and NEVER had ANYONE call me & that lady called me right away. She seems reliable...so I'm hoping she'll atleast let me know.

Also bought Oprah's latest magazine because it had a bunch of shit about love on the cover. Oprah, you are one expensive woman.

& I'm in need of new make up because Nelli took all my shit. I bought mascara...she took it. I bought more mascara...she took it. She has my make up bag with my foundation, the eyebrow shit Claudia gave me, my eyeliner AND my eye make up brush. So I bought a new eye brush. & New mascara. I need to get blush but I'm not in too much of a hurry. & I need to get my own blush brush because using my mom's makes me break out & so do my old ones. Yuck.

OH yeah! And I bought a girdle type thing....HAHA! I've been wanting one. I fell in love with wearing Nelli's but I had to give it back to her.